i want to kill myself right now. My marriage is a mess. No my husband and I dont cheat on each other. We have learned to ignore one another and we dont want to learn about the other anymore. My ten year old son has had surgery twice this year. Looks like he'll need a third before summer's end. My teenage daughter is the most disrespectful, selfish person I know.
I am in a full time graduate program. I pass, but I never study. To you that may sound pretty good. To me, I feel inadequate.
I have no time for myself, I cant work full time because of school. Both my parents are dead, and I dont speak to my sisters.
No one person on this earth cares if I live or perish? Damn,...what did I do to all these people to make them feel this way you ask?...I simply exist. I am differnet from most people. I'm too passionate about stupid shit I guess.
Cant decide if I want to take pills, or simply drive 140mph into a wall in my husband's precious car.
Maybe you'll read about it the morning paper.
